Cant sleep.........

got running again today (later in the day)... should sleep for at least 4 hours. but not sure if i can.
cant sleep at all these days. cant do much except sweat it out. lie in bed listen to something, or read something. just not go out. am not fussed mostly. maybe in a few weeks. haha. or a few days more likely.

I read back on some of my blog entries and I tend to like shit like hugs alot. hahahaha. wtf! doesnt everybody? unless your some fucken vampire. from romania! hahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "ay man aving secks viv ah bat"!

found my celtic football jersey with the red 26 at the back! comfy!


Tuki Brando......(his grandpappy is marlon).---> so good lookin he must be a girl. haha. some people disagree with me and thinks he looks like a sleepy camel.......... wearin a blonde wig.......okay thats ur opinion haha.

Jesus (Brand New).

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. Put your iTunes,Windows Media Player, etc. On shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You MUST write down the name of the song to the question no matter how silly it sounds..


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- See me feel. ooooooo :O
(The Who)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- I can see for miles. hmmmmm... :p interesting haha.
(The Who)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Being for the benefit of Mr.Kite/I want you (She's so heavy).
(The Beatles)


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Keen on boys. hahahah!!! rowr...
(The Radio Dept.)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
- The acid queen. haha
(The Who)


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- I Don't like it like this.
(The Radio Dept.)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Within you without you/Tomorrow never knows.
(The Beatles)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Scary monsters. heck yes i do? hahaha. all these q&a makes some weird sense ey.
(David Bowie)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK ABOUT YOU?
- Overture. maybe, rhymes with torture? ha!
(The Who)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
- Elanor Rigby. good song, i guess the lyrics makes sense? i dunno haha. good song anyway!
(The Beatles)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Malayneum. hahahaha! yupppp i guess thats about right? haha. good malay boys over any other good-boy-kind any day. haha! tho i might regret saying that in a minute...
(Butterfingers)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Karma police! thats... awesome...haha.
(Radiohead)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Lucy in the sky of diamonds. O.o
(The Beatles)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR WEDDING?
- We climed the wired fences. hehe psychedelic! bagus laa.
(The Radio. Dept)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Starman. that'd be... GREAT!!!! theres a staaaarrrman waiting in the sky.. he'd like to come and meet us...
(David Bowie)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Take a walk on the wild side. ;)
(Lou Reed)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- The prayer. O.o
(Bloc Party)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Heroin. hahahah!!
(Velvet Underground)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- 1979. hehe cool, good song to answer this with.
(Smashing Pumpkins)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Jesus (Brand New). MAN DO I HAVE TO POST THIS AS JESUS?!

I came as a Rat.

at the back of the magic truck!

im in paaaaaaaaaain. so much paaaaaaaaaaain. i feel so used man...

ever feel like... you cud give everything. or you have given everything with nothing in return. being a giver sucks. but so is being a taker. taking everything makes you cold. i dun wanna be cold anymore...i dont like that feeling. we meet so many people but so few remain remembered...or loved....
i think im gonna watch apocalypto now. :/ or study... i wanna get the david lynch soundtrack for every movie he's made! its mind blowing...

Mangga Rambutan Durian

Mangga!

Truth:
I think hip hop is lame.
I'd rather go bowling than go clubbing.
I don't wanna leave Brunei.
But we have to. :'(

Oh, and my condolences on losing your balls.
hahahahahaha.

Again, I am replaying Thom Yorke's album. "I just need your number and locaaaation... hey hey the devil may...". Haven't gotten In Rainbow yet. :(

And your bird can sing, but you dont get meeee...

MY ROOM..homeeee. :)
currently listening to very good vibe music...
Rancid "Red Hot Moon"
Rancid "Junkie Man"
Rancid "Fall Back Down"
Rancid "Time Bomb"
Radio Dept "Sleeping In"
Radio Dept "We Climbed The Wire Fences"
Radio Dept "The City Limit"
Radio Dept "Peace of Mind"
The Clash "Should I Stay or Should I Go"
The Clash "Train in Vain"
The Subways "Rock & Roll Queen"
NOFX "Kill All The White Men"
A David Bowie Tribute album i got from a music mag. current fav from that album is their version of "Bewlay Brothers"...
ahhh such good tunes. should download some rancid, its good for the soul. hahaha. the late afternoons in brunei are great running around with friends outside. or just being lazy in your room alone or...not hahaha wtv. :) hahaha. got an important call for ambuyat, ambuyat feast this thursday. oh yessss. yumm.

Brunei's great. I feel no need to use the light.. (hahahah hey lin if ur reading this, "use the light!" haha). just leave my curtains open, even as the sun sets... prettttyyyy. and when it gets dark, why stay in? hehe. no need to go to tesco! got mangoes in the backyard. got the sunshoineeeee. good music and good people. :)
An island in the sun paradise.

Damam.

I am feeling severely sick right now.

Maybe because its my ex's bday. Ahahaha. Funneh!
hehe. wtf. It's not funny at all... Just came back from the stadium... with the worst headache stomach ache.
I need a huggggg. :(
Dans leaving tonight and i didnt hug him enough. :(
I need a hug so bad. :(

and yknow what, I just might get a good one. :)
hahaha. All hail the greatness that is being worthless.

Blackberry empty

What should someone do with knowledge?....with experience.. and with knowledge that somethings are horribly wrong, or with knowledge of the flaws...? How are we to proceed....... I say to myslef to forget... and trust your fucking instinct and to forget... and live on. instead of being in a vapid space, a black hole. A bruise, pool of blood, trapped.... Used... abused... over and fucking over again. We should not have to remember or hurt ever again, but for once to just not feel anything, not happy or sad, just gone....
Ass.

......

......if i dun keep busy, im just gonna stay in bed and switch off my phone for i dunno how long... which sounds like a good idea at this point........................